I think this is a new record for me, not posting for 2 months. I have been busy and then I was burnt out from school. Our computer is on it's last leg and our camera broke (now have a new one). Those are my excuses for not posting on my blog and only on my FB page. Since I have been gone from my blog I have made some changes in the kitchen. I bought the book Eat to Live and started my whole plant food journey. As most of you know I have hypothyroidism. I have been using this as an excuse why I have not lost all of the baby weight (yes, the baby is 4 1/2 years old now)! I really did not know how I was really sabotaging myself until I started reading Made to Crave by Lysa Terkeurst. I believe these two books have given me the knowledge and insight that I needed. One of my favorite lines from Lysa's book is, "French fried don't love me. The only lasting things they give me are cholesterol and cellulite." She also talks about how our flesh buys right into Satan's lie that it's not fair for things to withheld from us. I can't be ruled by anything other than God and sometimes in the past I feel like food has ruled me! I get so frustrated when I work out as much as I do and I do not see the results, but I now know that becoming a woman of self-discipline honors God and helps me live the godly characteristics of self-control. This has been a struggle for me and knowing that it is a struggle for so many more women and how I can use scripture to help me with this battle is freeing. Instead of focusing on negative thoughts like, "Why can she eat anything and look the way she does," or "Only if I did not have hypothyroidism and almost 40 I would still be skinny." I am choosing to think positively and focus on making exercise more about spiritual growth and discipline so I focus less about weight. Everyone has their battles and this is one of my battles I have dealt with since 5th grade! I know I am healthy, I know I am not fat, but I know I can be healthier and leaner. It's about how I feel in my clothes.
Another reason I like this book is she links scripture to what I am going through. If I am thinking this is not fair, she has a couple verses listed under, "This isn't fair." One of those verses are from James 1:2-4
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may mature and complete, not lacking anything." How cool is that!